Hola! Whats up? Soo... I havent been writing since 1993.. hehs.. okay.. since months.. Update of my lyfe.. Danial and I broke up on 6 October 2010 and havent patch up since but.. we are still contacting each other.. hehs.. but for me, its different now.. It just doesnt feel the same anymore. Now his temper lyke become worser and easily irritated. I just dont really feel the same when im wf hym now. Its lyke he is there but he is there not for me anymore. I also dont really feel protected when im wf hym now. Well, as always.. he stood me up again. Stupid me. But love is a hard thing to say.. If only he knew what I am thinking and feeling.. As usual, his frens are more important to him than compare to me.. I may say its okay. but in reality, I feel lyk shouting.. Its Not okay. Im not your toy you know. You use me whenevr you want and i'll b there for you anytym lyke a desperate girl. I just cant resist him. Mayb this is what you call true love but I guess im the only one loving hym.. I feel lyke doing a makeover on myself. Just to make me happy and confident but i dont know how. My skool sucks! So many assignments and make up classes.. Its soo irritating. Some of my classmates is seriously soo irritating. They keep bitching around. While they themselves...well.. arent that perfect either. Ugh..
I also feel lyke quiting my job coz i dont lyke the place and the people. But i need money!!!
So I guess i'll b staying for awhile.
Conclusions.. I still love Danial.. My skool and work sucks! I need money and a make over.
Lots of Love
Fafa Ayu Manje :)

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