On 16 December 2010, our 3rd year anniversary.. I patched wf Danial. Ytd, I wrote something on my fb wall and Danial wasnt happy wf it. He asked me to find someone else. Im soo dissapointed. Firstly, I havent meet Danial for more than two weeks. So i only meet hym once or twice evry month. If this continue, a year i'll only meet hym 12-24 tyms. While, evryday.. he go lepak and play soccer wf his frens. EVERYDAY. I really mean  EVERYDAY. And now, he is close to this new fren of his. I also dont know how and zaman bile they cn b so close. Is either that guy go to Danial's house or vice versa. I dont understand y he can make tym for others but not me, his girlfren. This make me think negative stuff. Haish.. And y he can lepak wf his fren's girlfren, but he didnt bring me to lepak wf hym. Am I such a disgrace to hym? He still continues adding random girls in fb. Eventough he said he wont do it again. Ah!! I feel soo.. oh. I dont know. I feel soo abandoned and lonely. He also dont really pick up my calls nowadays. Sometyms it made me think that he was having fun wf someone else or something. I really really really miss hym. The old hym. I want hym back. I want my Danial that was always there for me, sweet sweet manje manje. He seems lyk a changed person now. I feel soo sad. He dont treasure me much nw. Trust me, the person you love most, will hurt you the most.
Lots of Love
Fafa Ayu Manje ♥

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Went to Sakura today for family lunch. Saw Danial's fren working there. Hehs. So paiseyy.. Aniways, my lpd project..about the fleamarket.. It sucks n ruined. Gosh.. Some of my group members also.. Haish.. Mintak kene tampar.. I think Danial is making use of me. I mean lyk seriously. If he got no one, he turn to n lyn me.. If nt, woah.. he is super busy. Nowadays, he also lyk nvr lyn me. I guess he has other chicks to lyn huh? Okay. Ayu get a lyfe.
I sooooo want a DSLR badly.. Can buy for me? Hehs. If 'someone' return all my money at a go *which I dont think* I would buy a DSLR immediately. I feel so sad n jealous when I see other people has it n use it :(
Im quite okay wf my job now. Maybe I'm used to it already.
Im still thinking abt my fleamarket! Gosh.. Can someone just buy the stuff thru online so we wouldnt hav to find a freaking location?! Oh. If you want, go to fb n type ' flea fo fund' n check it out. Please help me okay n i dont gain any profit frm it. We are donating the money to an organization.
Ouhya, now im addicted to 'One in a million' by Ne-yo :)
So I guess I'll stop here for now.
Lots of Love
Fafa Ayu Manje ♥

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